No Blog for a long time i wud say

Let me just s'plain...ohh no no there is too much let me just sum up :P

Before & during Ramadhan

Thing's just don't go well, Ema(my sis cum my babysitter)wanted to go back to Myy really bad & I was so sad to let her go as my lil saif is very close to her then i've to take unpaid leaves for 4 days because aku kenak search tmpt org yg boleh jaga & nursery will be the last choice then thanks Allah ada one of my friend of friend pun sister sanggup jaga after tht we try hantar saif that day mula2 he's excited sbb ada geng (anak kakak tu gegirl umur 2 thn) so i guess shud be no prob la kot then knw wat? xsampai pun sejam kakak tu sms/call ckp kesian tgk saif nangis smp sedu2 pastu hempas2 badan ...

And i was like Ya Allah sine la aku mok antar saif , its really hard to htr nya ke nursery nang ku sik sanggup pun kakya sampe jak umah kakak ya saif hulur tangan nya nangis2 sedu2 ...my tears begenang eyhhh sik sanggup nangga anak ku nangis kedak ya gilak ....

then balit umah try plak kat nursery sik jauh dr rumah masa msk jak dlm nursery ya saif keep on teriaking/ckp2 bhs baby nya/syok sendiri tgk ramai kawan2 ... at first i dont want to leave him but hubby padah no choice then balit umah kan...aku sik tentu ddk/bdiri la mcm2 la aku polah suma tak kena & i keep on calling the nursery asking saif checking him if nya nangis ka sik dh mkn ka sik dh tido ka sik but the indon girl keep on saying that saif's playing with frens & he's happy & he dont want to nenen,eat & sleep and again i was worrying sbb nya sik nenen/sik tdo/sik mok makan after 1 hr later i decided to go and fetch him sbb hati aku sik tenang kat umah dok pk saif ....sampe jak nursery again my baby is crying really bad sampe tangan nya menggapai kat aku ...aku terus hug him so tight ...(huhuhu no my tears falling down)

aku dah ilang akal nk antar nya ke sine then my friend of a friend ya tek call me back padah mak nya pun sanggup jaga ....we decided to send saif the next day & ngam2 ema pulang ke myy that day .....again i was stress+so sad+no mood at all...sbb ema dh lamak jaga saif & stay with me for about 1 yr aku asa sedey2 sgt ntah la aku tgk bilit nya dh suram jak :( k

then next day pun kisah plang after antar ema ke lcct awal pagi kmk org 3 balit umah tdo balit smpe kol 1030 nearly 11am antar saif ke umah makcik ya dlm kol 12 - 1 la kut then saif dah nampak sik suka/tauk kmk org mok antar nya tmpt lain ...nya xmau pijak pun lantai umah makcik ya,makcik ya mok amik nya pun nya peluk sekuat kuat badan ku....aduhhh duhhhh masa tok la hubby decided we've no choice but to send him to myy...(masa ya aku sik pk pjg aku akot jak ckp nya) that;s mean i've to pisah bfeeding juak ngannya ...:(( again i was so sad .....

we fly to myy the next day that is on friday for early flight 720am & that was the last saif isap susu ku dlm plane...(aku sik sangka juak that was the last :| ) hmmm....at myy aku try not to close with him ...aku jalan ng anah(my bff)& more spending my time with anah la kut & aku buat sik gago ngannya (tp sakit oooooo..huk huk) mlm jumaat ya aku sik nyusukan nya then nya ngamok/nangis ...kesian lalu ku ngannya sampe aku pun nangis sik tahan ku tp mak byk kali advise aku its for his own gud bila di myy kelak...aku obey tp sakit lagiiiikk :(

mlm yang ke 2nd aku sik juak bg susu saif still ngamok/nangis carik aku/susu dada ...kesian sik ng saif :(( sorry syg, mama tpaksa even mama sik sampe ati syg then the next day mlm ya is my flight back to kl ....that was again so sad....saif sik tauk nya akan bpisah ng aku mlm ya nya really happy masa htr aku ke airport ....mmg nya happy sampe airport ya dipusing nya dijalan nya & beteriak la nya...i was so happy looking him happy juak ...tp yala aku mmg sakit/sedehh......then sampe kl pkl 1am after ya pagi ya juak start working after a long leaves :( ....day after day day after day until current I'm so missing my lil saif so badly ....& counting days to go back myy...today masuk 6 days to go....aights i guess sum up tok bukan sum up lagi tapi essay :PP okay need to go tomorrow nak sahur lagi keja lagi (the same old day)


mama missing her lil saif :|

its July

Wow wow..it's already 8th of July time flies so fast and ada 3 weeks gik my cuz tootsie n her lil princess will coming to kl for holiday ... can't wait eyyy...and oh ya last 2 nites saif can walk by himself (so funny with hands like org polah kap2 udang) alhamdulillah i can't wait for hari raya ...hopefully he can run before raya :P ekeke
today, is my 4th qada posa ...aduhaiii byk gik aku perlu ganti and syaaban is coming ...hmmmm chaiyok2 to me ...hopefully pat qada abis, insyaAllah ....aku tsgt la ngantok today coz saif mlm tadik mengamok gik & yet aku sahur gik ....adoiyyaiii sabar jak la sikpa tok la nama pengorbanan mak ....emmmm ohh ya fogot today is the premier for twilight saga:eclipse ...i really2 want to watch it so badly .. plan to watch it tomorrow or saturday with hubby at galaxy ampang or wangsa walk ...will see but i will make sure that i watch it at cinema since its been a while i've not been to cinema ...ahahahah :P since i'm pregnant until now ...huhuhu :| aights okay aku dah mengarut plak...got to go and back to work :D ...

Long time NO blog :P

Again, its been a while i’ve not jot down in this blog *sighs its been tiring months you know …well to be straight the inspiration 2 blog has not been present
the past few few weeks...ehehe :P Thats not to say there hasn’t been lots of great and inspiring things going on. I think maybe because i'm really busy with lil saif, last weekend was so tiring both sabtu & ahad keluar ...ya Allah penat badan aku ni Tuhan je tau...:( takpe at least got sumting kan...we bought set sofa, 1 queen bed size, 1 penyangkut baju & almari kecik fr personal files, khamis ni smp la brg tu suma tak sabaq plak...ahahaha plannya cuma nak beli set sofa jak :P mmg betul kehendak melebihi keperluan (teringat masa belaja ekonomi asas dolok...ahad plak pegi mydin & jusco mcm biasa beli groceries & etc (kata kehendak melebihi keperluan kan) :P hmmmphh today's monday & this is my 3rd days of qada' posa ...well done to me la...ada 28days to go :( nasib bait syaaban sunat puasa the whole mth...insyaAllah akan ku gantikan posa tok dgn sabar & ikhlas :) skang ni aku tgh buat keja tp melalut plak ke blog...sbb nya boring asek buat benda sama & time lunch kejap lagi nak take a nap dlm surau tu pun kalau boleh...ehehe aku tired tahap gaban...aightss gotta get back to my work :P my boss dah asek lalu lalang plak kat belakang aku ...

chowsss

it's been a while

heh been to busy to blog & I’ve been busy with saif's (he's getting hyperactive lately he slept at 10pm instead of 8:30pm *sighs) wa wa waaaaa & i'm busy doing my work (as a part time housewife) huhuhu :P ..i've missed mother's day ..oh ya i guess it was not too late wishing all mom's out there mother's day .. last sunday i bought a cake with handbag design ( actually i'm sharing with my sis erma but i ask kak nina to add eto & syidah's name oso ) the cake was umphhhhhhh very lovely though me & ema cannot taste it but i'm proud of it & i've made my mom compassionate ...aiyakksss my tears coming down oredi...don't want to talk about it la ...so touching anyway love you mom ...v all loves you & you're the greatest mom in the world :) ohh ya attached the handbags cake that we gave fr mak on mother's day ..

bahh gtg ..

qada' puasa

huhuhu ...it's been 3 days i've not update my blog ..well it's been tired & bz days i've had ...wth saif yg manjak gilak ng aku...adehh dehhh ok let see ..nw i'm having my mee sedap + milo + air suam fr sahur ...yesterday, i've start working after 2 days leaves not just 2 days plus weekends means 4 days ..ahahaha apa la aku melalut dlm blog tok...oklah gotta go ...brush my teeths & go to sleep ...heeeee


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[Mama Saif]

unwell + tired + need foot massage

hmm..this am i ws so headache/head spinning & still wanna go to work & on the way to the office i vomit fr so many times (i'm not pregnant ok, hehehe i'm dead sure bout it)
then hubby ask me, " ..do u still want to go to the office syg?.." ..i said i think we better going back coz i feel so very dizzy :( ...at home i slept till noon after taken pills (makes me sleepy) & saif as always, beside me & bfeeding :)
ohh yaa...my wall kitchen cabinet also done today thats why hubby also on leaves today...so i was likee....emmm ok gotta tidy up the mess..man!i'm so damn tired you know...:| hubby went to the low yatt got some agenda so he ask me to call pizza fr our lunch ...
around 6pm went to the clinic getting fr mc or else it will consider unpaid leaves :P so...no choice ...hmmm i'm not so very happy working with the company i've working now :(
*yawn...waaaaaa i'm so sleepy better take off & be right back by tomorrow ..insyaAllah :)


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[Mama Saif]

1st time blog in this blogger

Emmm …Hmm that’s funny i haven’t blogging for about a year now (i guess, hahaha)and as usual I have the usual excuse: busy + busy + busy + busy++

Well let me do a short recap of everything that happened in the last few mths or whatever as long as

* I've been on vacation/leaves end Feb & early March in Miri celebrated Saif's 1st Bday on the 1st March 2010
* How time flies... as Saif grows bigger each month, I can't help but miss his baby-ish behaviors and body language
* Of course overall, I am more happy lah :) Saif has to grow bigger anyway, might as well embrace it ya, will do my best to let him grow up healthily and happily!

*yawn ...oooppss its almost 12... it is better to sleep on things beforehand than lie awake about them afterwards..


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[Mama Saif]